It was Harsh

I got my DPLI result, alhamdulillah. The details I will post it in a future entry, but the purpose of me writing this one is to say it was harsh to broke out the news to my manager. As at current time of typing this I actually shed a few tears. Huhu..

This is a real first job that I have. (well, I shouldn't consider doing part time work in Tong's while waiting for SPM result and working with Kak Ruby on top of Restoran Mawi - because I intended not to work permanently and both sides were aware of this). Remembering that I got the offer, the interview took place in hotel lobby. Puff! Almost 2 years and I've been working here ever since.

All I got was input from friends, stories from people on how they draw themselves off from a company. I heard it was a professional one, letter of resignation saying wishing to resign, and in one months time off you go. There was not a bit of a clue how emotionally we can get. Well, at least on my side.

I thought it was much easier than I have thought. Just now after informing Jessie (my manager) of the offer, she was quite relaxed with the news. Of course she mentioned that they need my partnership in this company and wanted me to stay (that's how she put it), but in the end she will still respect my decision. I guess that's the point that made me realize that I do like this company. The hard part was thinking of how lucky I am to have such a manager, being understanding and all, and another side of me of thinking of my own future first before putting others.

And to think that I have to face my boss regarding this. It will be a shock to him. I am sorry Mr Sim.

Aiyoo, susah jugak perasaannya mau berenti keja. Perasaan mcm patah hati dek ditinggalkan kekasih! (not so sure but I'm putting it that way, hehe)

Words of wisdom I get from loving family and friends : Think of yourself first before others. This is the time that you can be selfish for your own future's sake